by Maddy ensyth Schafer
A moment of stillness dangles in reflection from dried flax leaves
In March 2015 I was knee deep in a physical imbalance. I knew it, there was a recovery process, and nothing to do except ride it through.
It wasn’t fun but it dredged up issues from the depths of me I’d never have recognised in other circumstances. As part of that healing I dealt with a number of different ‘entities’ in my own field, and had the curious experience of realising I was operating in more than one plane of existence at a time.
There were 3 entities, maybe more, I can't remember. If you're surprised, don't be.
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So that's the next thing. Entities are not necessarily a problem! They are quite often helpful and benign. Or they can be well meaning and simply out of place, or stuck somehow. Only occasionally are they nasty.
But it doesn't matter. You are sovereign in your own space. Period. Please don't believe all the hype and drama about needing to drive entities out, cut them off or destroy them. I observe this approach is needlessly violent and often makes a mess at both ends of the exchange.
I've worked with many entities. Some my own, some with others. Invariably we communicate and find out what the entity wants. And then we find a way for everyone to still get what they want, just with the entity in a different space. Even if the entity wishes to be negative and destructive, we can say it is absolutely free to go somewhere else in the universe where that behaviour is wanted. Because there will be somewhere in the universe where that is so. It just doesn't have permission to be in our space any more.
At heart entity work is this simple. Of course energies can be tangled and need help to unravel, but when you're clear that you choose your own space and whatever no longer serves you must go and be somewhere more appropriate, that is what happens, no matter the complexity.
On a warm summer evening the sky was clear and full of the soft graded colours which come after sunset. I zoomed in on the top of Mount Kaukau and the broadcasting tower there.
So. Three entities. I recall two of them, have forgotten the third. Can't have been that important ... honestly entity work just isn’t a big deal.
So this particular night, as usual, I asked if there was something I could work on, and my attention was immediately drawn to a crawling tension at the top front of my right leg. I have a huge hyper-sensitivity to touch there. I think the sensory nerves over-report the information they receive and add extra for good measure. With the effect that if anyone other than me happens to contact that place the sensation on my skin is awful and my body folds up protectively. There's little I can do about it except roar in a weird kind of defensive rage (or attempt not to). It's involuntary. I'd love to have it be different.
So I tuned into the sensation, not the first time I might add. But this time I was surprised to notice the sensation placed itself in time, quite specifically. It related to my first week in school.
I remember my first day in school, how distressed I was when mum left me at the bus stop to catch the bus to school with my sisters, how I cried all the way to school and into my first class, and how the kind teacher had some of the other children bring me cushions to lie on and be nice to me. It wasn't fear ... I don't remember why I was so upset. And I don't remember my first week.
But my leg did ... there was overwhelm. Too much information. Too many emotions and pressures and things and people I didn't understand and couldn't negotiate or feel safe with or around. So an energy came to help protect me, and anchored itself into the hip flexors of my right leg. A protective reflex - fold up and close up in the face of danger. That's what hip flexors do, if you notice. When you're afraid, you close up at the hip, stay low, out of sight, protect yourself.
So I thanked the entity for looking after me and asked what it wanted to do now I had no need for it. From memory it was happy to simply dissolve, to release itself from the shape of that task. I suspect the over-reaction is still there, although it hasn't been challenged recently so I don't really know. Now it holds one less layer of energy and that's good.
The sky didn't look interesting when I looked out my front door, but I listened to the prompt to take my camera backpack on my walk up the hill. Wow.
The other one ... I was an angry child. I remember this. I remember my parents gently teasing me and calling me 'thunder cloud' because I got so mad I'd go round with a big scowl on my face. I always thought that was because I had low thyroid function as a kid. But no. It was an entity, and it sat right around my thyroid gland.
This one had no interest in transforming itself or becoming lighter, so I simply released it to find another space in the universe where its anger would be welcome. It went.
One more thing about entities... you may wonder how to identify them, if they can be so subtle.
Well, if I'm starting to wonder about a response or an energy, because it doesn't make sense that it's mine, or it doesn't fit, I ask 'who is having this feeling/experience?' You may recall that from the list of questions I offered in last month's blog entry. I called it a 'dumb question, but not as dumb as you think'. Now you know why.
Above all, entities don't feel like me. Or they don't feel like you.
It's safe to find out whether what you're experiencing is you or not. If it's not you, it's almost easier. Because you are sovereign in your space.
Three things to gently resolve an entity issue:
1. First you remove permission for the energy to be in your space.
2. And you give permission for the Source to supply assistance so the entity can either transform itself, or find another space where it's welcome exactly as it is.
3. And you keep on giving permission for change, because it's incredible how attached we become to our shackles, and we often need to be very conscious about choosing to let them go.
The entity must go. Even if you feel resistance, or a sense that it's trying to convince you it must stay, this simply isn't so. Only you get to call the shots about what stays in your space and what goes.
The energy that came up out of this awareness ... I couldn't put words around it. There were none in my head that applied. Eventually ensyth just asked if they could work with me, and I said 'sure'.
Weird. Sensations in my head, brain stuff. It was a frequency that affected my neurology.
As the work continued the translation came ... a chunk of me was split off in another dimension, intently working to manage some very disrupted energies there. It was so different to here. Imagine if you can a space where there is consciousness but no emotion. There is only energy, and when it is disrupted, instead of emotion there is a strange and unpleasant kind of turbulence in the very fabric of that space. I was trying to resolve these disruptions at the same time as being here and it split me in two.
I thought I'd managed to properly be here by now. Apparently not.
A deep inner rift being stitched up. As only ensyth can do, so deft and thorough. When they were done the resentment was gone and a sense of spaciousness remained. Somebody else was looking after the issues in that other place, and I knew, as I know now, that I have at last chosen to be here.
'Here' felt softer, easier. Finally I am present, not straddling any more dimensions than I planned to do. It is a relief.
I'd like to try to explain how I work in and out of dimensions. But it's challenging to put into words, and there are pitfalls. In my estimation it is advanced energy work. Besides this blog entry is already long, and I feel a caution from ensyth... not now.
So I'll leave you with the information on working with entities, and invite you to liberate yourself from any fear or sense of disempowerment you might have in response to that topic.
No matter what you've seen or heard or been told, I invite you to claim your own sovereignty, stand in your right to rule your own inner space and Being. Because it's yours and always has been.
You can give it away, but it cannot be taken from you.
If you did give it away ... you can take it back.
This fantastic lily blooms every year in my garden. I remember the variety is called Heart Throb. Kind of obvious.
Hey beloved - if you've got questions or feedback about what I've shared here I'd love to hear from you. Just email me at firstname.lastname@example.org, or check out www.ensyth.com for more visual beauty and practical inspiration.
with all the love in our hearts, to all the light in yours